UGH

WELP this week i am gonna share what happened to us actually in the week.
So hear me out
bear with me i'm just a human bean
so
what happened is that we were teaching a family for a while, and this week the mom freaked out and asked us to not come back.
she has been having some problems and stresses out very easily, and since we asked a lot of her (for her to read and pray and go to church,) she felt like it was too much and from one moment to another asked for us to not come back
and that was honestly really hard for me because they were my favorite family and were really moving forward, earlier in the week we had a miracle that happened with her and we were sure things were going to work out, but as they say in chile "the devil always sticks in his little tail" and things went south surprisingly quickly, but I testify that the Lord works miracles. Even though we lost her this week, we are surrounded by other people who are more prepared and more dedicated to learning about the restored gospel and achieving their eternal salvation. I love this work because even though, like this week, things are just so HARD i wish there was a thing on the keyboard that could make the word hard look even harder than that because that's just almost as hard as this week was
even though things are hard he will bless us more and more if we just keep trusting him and trying our best
I will admit that for a couple hours it was just heartbreaking and all i could think about, but life is about change and new oportunities, and my job isn't to cry about the people we lose, but to cry with the people who are with us, and help them move forward in this path that the Lord has put in place for us
I know that the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints is the Lord's kingdom on the earth, and that he has an unlimited love for us, that is ALWAYS there. He will never leave us alone, he will never leave. It is our choice to be with him or not. I love you all and hope you do your best to have a great week this week, you guys really do make the difference-
Elder McCurdy
ps I am a princess this week